Extreme Thing

Ohhhh, was that so much fun! Escape The Fate and Chiodos was amazinnnggg. So was Scary Kids Scaring Kids. I missed Sky Eats Airplane. I was kinda pissed. But I had fun. I chilled out with Kristin the whole time. I got sunburnt, bruised all over my leg. And to make matters worst, I pulled a muscle on my leg. I like seriously can't walk! Anyway, long day......and my bed is looking wayy more comfortable that it is.....



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Currently Listening To: "Brighter" by Paramore

Life sucks

Especially when you forget something, BAM it seems to find you and hit you in the fucking face hard. Godammit.

Extreme thing tomorrow. I'm going, I think. Pretty sure, at least. That day is going to be very interesting. Very, very interesting. And I'm not just talking about all the bands and the fun stuff happening.

Kill me now.

I don't care how you do it. Shot me. Stab me. Just do it quickly before I do it myself.

Today started out so fucking good. It wasn't even funny how good it was. Then I get home. Then I get on the computer. Then all hell breaks lose. Then I die.

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FUCKKKING AYE.

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Currently Listening to: "Crimson" by Alkaline Trio

We're So Starving

So today was a blah day. As in everything was a little like this, "BLAH BLAH BLAH". Yeah, nothing exciting happened. Sadly. I'm listening to Panic At The Disco's new cd, Pretty. Odd. More like Pretty. Amazing. I love it. I don't see why fans are complaning. I reminds me of an upbeat Interpol. ahaha. So I like my outfit today. It was a boho type thing. And I pulled it off. I know floral was like soooooo 2 months ago. But do I care? Not really.
Notice how I have nothing to talk about?

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Currently Listening to: "She's A Handsome Woman" by Panic At The Disco

Wow.

Okay, so today is boring. Doing homework. Not much fun to that. So yesterday I went with Kristin to see Shutter. It was good. Good enough to make me scream...and jump......a lot. Haha. But then Pete called Kristin. He wanted to meet her up. So we did. And he brought a friend. And whoop-di-doo....we went to see Shutter....again. Hahaha. Since we got there late, we had to sit in the very front row. Lemme tell you something, that wasn't fun. My neck hurt like the wholeee freakking time! haha. And it made me dizzy.

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Currently Listening to: "Shake it" by Metro Station
shake shake shake shake shake it

IT doesn't feel right.

Okay, so I learned that sometimes talking to friends about issues doesn't help for me. I don't know whether it's because I never really talked to friends about issues before...and it just didn't feel right or it's something else. But it doesn't really help. When I'm by myself...I can work things out easier.

Oh, so yesterday I saw Funny Games with Caitlin and my Uncle. It was funny in a psychotic kind of way. See it if you want.

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Currently Listening to: "crushcrushcrush" by Paramore

Busy, much?

So I'm sitting here at my computer, texting four people, and talking on the phone....all at once. And let me tell you something. It is hard. Trust me on that.

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Currently Listening To: "Right On, Right Now" by Powerspace

New Blog. New Outlook.

I guess. But it's pretty much true.
Okay, so the only reason I made a new blog because I tottally forgot what my password was. Haha. And that blog was filled with only thoughts. Thoughts I really didn't want to get out. Not yet anyways. So I'm starting this over.
So Spring Break has begun. I've been really busy in the past week so far. Monday and Tuesday of course, I had a Key Club meeting. Wednesday, Brandie and Brenda came over after school and we went to this Carnival of Cultures thing. It was okay, but we made the best of it. I also had an orthodontist appointment that day and I found out I get my braces off in a couple months. WHOOP WHOOP. Thursday I went to Tara's house and we went to a DCM meeting at Clark. Fun. Friday I went with Courtney and her sister, Natalie to a concert at Fade. We mainly went there to see Hooker. It was pretty cool. Yesterday, Saturday, I went to my aunt's house because she was having one of those Mary Kay party things. I got a facial and bought some new make-up. Later we went to Town Square and shopped at H&M. So now I am here with Linds and BDAN. We just helped BDAN make a myspace(: So they are upstairs catching up on The Whitest Kids U'Know episodes they missed. They missed some super crazy sexy episodes. Haha.
Okay, even though I didn't really want this blog to be about thoughts and feelings like my last one, I realized I can't help it. It just won't be as much as the last one. Because right now there's a couple things on my mind I need to vent. 1st off, Desiree had a birthday party yesterday. I know what your thinking, "Oh, so she's going to tell us how it was" Haha, not. Why? Because I didn't go. Why? Because she didn't invite me. Oh, you might think I'm pissed, right? Haha, not. If you read my posts on my old blog, you'd know why. Okay, so I'm not venting about that. I'm venting about who she invited. She invited Erin, Kelly, Cameo and Christiana. Okay. I can understand Erin and Kelly. But Cameo and Christiana? Haha, I burst out laughing when I found out. All she does is talk about how they "fucking annoy" her. Did she not have enough friends to invite? Haha, probably. Oh, and revenge is sweet. I hope she knows that. Okay, next ventage, it's about him. Okay, I honestly feel like it's going absolutely no where between us. And I'm starting to not believe it's going to happen. And I'm starting to overthink it. But every single time I do this, things don't work out. And I hate that. I vowed to myself that I won't do this....but I don't know. I can't lose hope now. It's too early. If you want it, you have to fight for it. But the thing is, I have no clue about him. Except his musical tastes, he's in a band, and he goes to concerts. Wooo. It's everything I want in a boy. But how am I supposed to get it? When I don't know if he has a girlfriend, I don't know his myspace, I don't know anything.
In the meantime, I'm just living life. Taking it in day-by-day. I don't care about what's happening or what's going to happen in the future. I don't care about other people's lifes except for the ones close to me or who care back. But, I don't ask for anyone to care back.....really I don't.

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Currently Listening to: "R-Evolve" by 30 Seconds To Mars