New Blog. New Outlook.

I guess. But it's pretty much true.
Okay, so the only reason I made a new blog because I tottally forgot what my password was. Haha. And that blog was filled with only thoughts. Thoughts I really didn't want to get out. Not yet anyways. So I'm starting this over.
So Spring Break has begun. I've been really busy in the past week so far. Monday and Tuesday of course, I had a Key Club meeting. Wednesday, Brandie and Brenda came over after school and we went to this Carnival of Cultures thing. It was okay, but we made the best of it. I also had an orthodontist appointment that day and I found out I get my braces off in a couple months. WHOOP WHOOP. Thursday I went to Tara's house and we went to a DCM meeting at Clark. Fun. Friday I went with Courtney and her sister, Natalie to a concert at Fade. We mainly went there to see Hooker. It was pretty cool. Yesterday, Saturday, I went to my aunt's house because she was having one of those Mary Kay party things. I got a facial and bought some new make-up. Later we went to Town Square and shopped at H&M. So now I am here with Linds and BDAN. We just helped BDAN make a myspace(: So they are upstairs catching up on The Whitest Kids U'Know episodes they missed. They missed some super crazy sexy episodes. Haha.
Okay, even though I didn't really want this blog to be about thoughts and feelings like my last one, I realized I can't help it. It just won't be as much as the last one. Because right now there's a couple things on my mind I need to vent. 1st off, Desiree had a birthday party yesterday. I know what your thinking, "Oh, so she's going to tell us how it was" Haha, not. Why? Because I didn't go. Why? Because she didn't invite me. Oh, you might think I'm pissed, right? Haha, not. If you read my posts on my old blog, you'd know why. Okay, so I'm not venting about that. I'm venting about who she invited. She invited Erin, Kelly, Cameo and Christiana. Okay. I can understand Erin and Kelly. But Cameo and Christiana? Haha, I burst out laughing when I found out. All she does is talk about how they "fucking annoy" her. Did she not have enough friends to invite? Haha, probably. Oh, and revenge is sweet. I hope she knows that. Okay, next ventage, it's about him. Okay, I honestly feel like it's going absolutely no where between us. And I'm starting to not believe it's going to happen. And I'm starting to overthink it. But every single time I do this, things don't work out. And I hate that. I vowed to myself that I won't do this....but I don't know. I can't lose hope now. It's too early. If you want it, you have to fight for it. But the thing is, I have no clue about him. Except his musical tastes, he's in a band, and he goes to concerts. Wooo. It's everything I want in a boy. But how am I supposed to get it? When I don't know if he has a girlfriend, I don't know his myspace, I don't know anything.
In the meantime, I'm just living life. Taking it in day-by-day. I don't care about what's happening or what's going to happen in the future. I don't care about other people's lifes except for the ones close to me or who care back. But, I don't ask for anyone to care back.....really I don't.

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Currently Listening to: "R-Evolve" by 30 Seconds To Mars