Oh dang.

Okay, today, I have a day of rest.
Tomorrow, I have to wake up hecka early to help set up my cousin's wedding. And then wedding. And then concert? The Racontuers.
Sunday, Chelsea's house wiff Brandie and Brenda! We are making a sick ass house(:
Monday is my birthday(:
YAYYY

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Currently listening to: "Pop" by N'SYNC

happyhappyjoyjoy

First off. I fould my camera. I felt like a dumbass when I found it because it was in my Cobra Starship jacket pocket.

And second it was Jelli's birthday. So I went to her party (: It was funnn! We went swiming and we pigged out. And we...uh....danced. Well some people did. lmfao (:

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Currently Listening to: "Jersey" by Mayday Parade

UGH

I hate my life right now.
Everything was going good. I swear it was. I don't think I've ever been that happy in the past 2 years. Then, everythings comes crashing down. Of course it does. Of course it does when I was at my happiest. Of course it does right before my birthday. Of course. When is there a better time to?
Okay, I am seriously a thread close between giving up on this boy. But I can't seem to. I don't know why. That's what usually happens with my crushes. When I realize it's going nowhere...I move on. But somehow I can't seem to move on. But I honestly should. If you knew my situation...you would move on too. But I can't....and it bugs me everyday.
Then I think I lost my camera. I'm pretty sure it's in my bed...that's the last place I remember it being. But it could posibally be in my mom's car. But it's tottally adding stress to me..and I can barely take it.
Now, to the friend problems. Actually I rather not talk about it...so whatever.
Then there's some family problems. Which I can't really talk about.
And oh my so much more...that I can't talk about.
All before my birthday!
Oh, speaking of my birthday....another party I'm NOT having. Another cake I'm NOT having. Another somewhat celebration I'm NOT having. Another present from my family I'm NOT getting.
Don't you think I'm having the most amazing birthday in the world?

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Currently Listening to: "The New" by Interpol

We spies. We slow hands

Prom Night was killer. Brandie and I were like tottally freaking out, screaming at the top of our lungs (well, she was) haha. It was fun. Then it was over. Then it was 10. Curfew. I hate that we have curfews in Vegas. kflsjdfkls; Curfews suck.

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Currently listening to: "Me, You, and My Medication" by Boys Likes Girls

Weekend!

Friday: I sneaked out of the house to see a movie with Kristin and Pete. Kristin wanted me to go. Then later I went with BDAN to see if we can go to the Bamboozle Roadshow thing at the Joint. Well, we got there to late. So it didn't work out too well. Whatev. Hahaha. So we ate (:

Saturday & Sunday: Did absolutely nothing besides eat, text, and go on the computer.

Life is not that exciting.

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Currrently Listening to: "Halo" by Depeche Mode

You know what I mean.

Ever got that feeling that you felt like you wern't good enough? Like you had to prove yourself good enough? I used to have that feeling litterally everyday. But I haven't had it in a while until lately. It's quite bugging me.....because I don't want to go through what I did when I used to have that feeling. I seriously thought I was over it.

Anyway. I went to the My Chemical Romance w/ Billy Talent and Drive By concert on Monday. It was okay. MCR did a lot of older stuff, which was cool. It was way better than the last time I saw them. They didn't do any theatracle(sp?) shit like last time. It was like tottally "Revenge". It was also Alec C. from Powerspace birthday that day! Happy late B-Day Alec (:

So, for some reason the time is passing by at a normal rate. Quite odd, if you ask me.
But, wait......
........who is asking?

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Currently Listening to: "She's a Handsome Woman" by Panic At The Disco
You have no idea how many times I've been tempted to add the "!" to Panic At the Disco.
R.I.P. "!"