UGH

I hate my life right now.
Everything was going good. I swear it was. I don't think I've ever been that happy in the past 2 years. Then, everythings comes crashing down. Of course it does. Of course it does when I was at my happiest. Of course it does right before my birthday. Of course. When is there a better time to?
Okay, I am seriously a thread close between giving up on this boy. But I can't seem to. I don't know why. That's what usually happens with my crushes. When I realize it's going nowhere...I move on. But somehow I can't seem to move on. But I honestly should. If you knew my situation...you would move on too. But I can't....and it bugs me everyday.
Then I think I lost my camera. I'm pretty sure it's in my bed...that's the last place I remember it being. But it could posibally be in my mom's car. But it's tottally adding stress to me..and I can barely take it.
Now, to the friend problems. Actually I rather not talk about it...so whatever.
Then there's some family problems. Which I can't really talk about.
And oh my so much more...that I can't talk about.
All before my birthday!
Oh, speaking of my birthday....another party I'm NOT having. Another cake I'm NOT having. Another somewhat celebration I'm NOT having. Another present from my family I'm NOT getting.
Don't you think I'm having the most amazing birthday in the world?

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Currently Listening to: "The New" by Interpol